Today has been a very hard day I made a very hard disision last week that because of the depresion and the cutting has been so hard for me to try to get trough that I could not keep all mine and the kids pets we have 3 small dogs 4 outdoor/indoor cats which I am going to try to keep but had to find homes for all my small birds a male singing canary named twetty which I have had for over a year a lovebird my brother gave my 7 year old a few months ago for her birthday and a 14 zeabra finches we have had for six months and the kids pair of parakeets thay all found new homes I used craigslist to place them and some with a friend now the house is not the same with out them it is killing me insde already not only do I miss them all so much but also watching the girls grive and cry over thier pets but the hardest is still to come I still have to place Ashley my 7 year olds 2 ferrets she has had for over 2 years and Jessica my 4 year olds 2 mini bunnys she has had for over 2 years as well what can I do? What should I say to them? But they are not old enofe to care for them. And right now I just started therapy and med because of the si and depreion is so bad and I have to get my self back together so I can take care of them and the house and thir dad is always at work I can bairly get. Buy and I know it is going to take time and thing are going to get better but keeping the animals and not being able to care for them is not fair to the animals or the kids because the girls need me to get better and I have to be able to be ther for my girls but if I stress myself out with all the pet which they are part of the family too I can not be there for my girls so I know I am doing the right thing but why is it so hard? 1 it fells like part of the family is gone and 2 I can not stand seing the kids so upset this is upseting me to the point I feel I have made a mistake and fell like I need to cut again that know matter which way I go it is the rong way. Someone please help I need advice badly??????
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