ok so i was at work yesterday and we were short staffed again....so where do they put me?? THE KITCHEN!!! i dont like working in the kitchen cuz im pronned to not paying attention to what im doing....so yeah it happened...when i was dropping fries someone distracted me and the corner of the pan hit my arm....now i have this quarter sized open burn in my arm....now everytime i look at it it makes me what to cut or burn it more or something cuz its driving me crazy!!! they were like well just put a bandage on it.....I CANT DO THAT....i dont know why but ever since i was little ive hated being wrapped up after i get hurt....just leave it open to the elements....so yeah very much triggered and its not like i can get rid of it til it heals but i wont leave it alone to let it heal....i messed with it so much last night trying to pop the blister thats why is open now...GAH i hate when i do stupid shit..
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