I am going to cut.... I cant not! I dont know how to stop it. It has only been 4 days since the last time. I am trying so hard to not hurt myself I just dont think it is working. I have all these memories flying through my head and I am flipping out! I hate that I want to hurt. Despise the fact I bleed to feel better. I cant help but loving that feeling.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??