I'm really not sure if you can consider me a self harmer. I've never done it before i started college. And honestly i have done it just a few times and it was when i was so depressed i just wanted to. I was mad at myself. And then i stopped for a few monthes and then a week ago i was with my sisters and something just went off in me. I was coming back to school, hated it and i just felt really left out from my sister's and their boyfs discussions and i started digging myself. I hate when i do it! I just get angry sometimes. But if i've done it just a few times..like 5 in a year, am i reallly bad off? I can never tell my family. Their wonderful and love them so much but they wouldn't understand. I just don't want to get worse.
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