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a monster inside

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its like a monster hiding inside of me just waiting to wake up, and it builds and builds and builds, then one day something sets me off and i snap, and i cant control it, its like it takes over my mind, and if i dont get to do it, i shake all over, and cry like a crazy person! ive tried all these other sensations, they dont work, and yesterday i cut so deep i could see my tendens (sorry if i spelled it wrong lol) i dont know what to do, im lost here, a monster inside laying dorment.
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I'm not sure what I can say to help you out. I just hope that you can find a way to fee better. I don't know why you do what you do...aside from whole monster thing. I don't know what brought you to this level...but I do hope that you find a way out of this. I hope you find a way to overcome this. Cause I have faith that you can.

All I know is that, there's pain...and we feel that we have to punish ourselves to feel a little better. Even if it's so that others can see. I don't do it that way...I deal with it differently...but I still hope that you can overcome it.
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have you tried talking to a doctor about it? it's prolly the last thing you want to do, but there are ways to feel better. medicines, and strategies and such.
*hugz* pls talk to someone
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I am soo sorry you are feeling this bad..

Have you got medical attention for your wound?

I am with jndoe on this... have you tried talking with someone... start here if you aren't ready,
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