I lost a friend of mine to suiside... not the first this year... but it's taking a toll on me... I fell like I want to escape it all but I can never get far enough away to be happy... There's so many things going on in my head... I can't control my emotions or mood swings anymore... I constantly feel tired, sick... Upset...Depressed... God idk what to do anymore. And I'm not sure what I'm expecting from this discussion... Besides the usual "I'm here for you" "if you want to talk..." "Everything will be ok.." words of comfort, yes... Truth... , Not rly...I've debated deleting both of my screen names on here... I probably havn't helped too many people... Knowing one of my friends commited suiside... And I knew this place wouldn't be for my benifit... I just am able to more easily get my mind off from my troubles when I listen to someone elses...
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