listen I got the swine flu the last week I just finially feeling better when the weather drops to freezeing Chronic pain massive flare I been baely on my feet for 2 days and my hubby yells at my about the house when I remind him I had the flu he says it an excuse he ignores my chronic pain to him I can perform miricales. SO tonight I stayed up for seven hourrs cleaning quitely I want him to feel guilty I want to lever the playing field. Have patients thats all I ask is it too much to ask that! I came real close to cutting hubby will only say m being a drama queen the last time I did it. I said until u read what I gave you, you'll never understand why I do it.Im hurting sobad I e-mail my 7th step mom I met her once. She said she wants to help so I figure why not I have nothing to lose plus my dad is dieing if I form a friendship w/her I can keep an eye on my dad w/o him knowing. With my dad dieing I have a small window to decide do I confront him and try to find peace God will handle it Its a huge struggle I can lose my twin if I push to hard and I cant lose my twin I dont know if I can surive that, Man I have cried for 7 hours well I better go plz tell me what ya thin k
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