im older than most..that self harm..but came from a childhood of severe abuse..suffered from depression..and suicide..for more than half my life..ive alwayz selfharmed in one way of the other..but this june i started cutting and burning...itz been a really bad yr...my brother passed in jan. from an overdose..my daughter was raped..and a whole lot of other things..i overdosed in june..and am still sufering through a breakdown..im disabled..bed ridden...anyways ..i cut everyday..several times..not real bad..but..itz like i cant help myself ..i can almost hear it calling me..even now..though i just cut..like an hr ago..is this normal..doesnt it take yrs..to get this bad..shouldnt it..i also hurt myself in other wayz still..am i just insane,crazy ,nuts,,,been called that my whole lif anywayz
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