No one understands that scratching and skin picking and pulling feels good to me to calm down. I never had a close loving relationship with my mom and she always did this to me growing up out of frustration and issues she had I never felt loved by her I never will. Im 45 yrs old and live 1300 mi away from my family, but her guilt tripping phone calls tend to still upset me, so I pinch, scratch, or pick at my skin, because to her I will never grow up or be good enough am I alone???
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