someone please tell me why i beat myself up.... over everything i have no control over. i blame myself for being raped, i blame myself for my father not being here, i blame myself for having a mother who thinks she doesn't hurt anyone everyone does it to her, i blame myself for what my mother has done to me, i blame myself for everything. its all my fault right? god i wish i could stop doing that but i can't. i am my own flipping punching bag. please tell me why i think its okay to blame myself when i have no control over anything that has happened to me in my life?
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