I have had so much anxiety over my first appontnent with the psyciatrest next Friday for two weeks now that I have realy had a shourt temper I have been taking care of my sick 4 year old Jessica she has had a rash and fever. She has been iching and verry cranky, my 7 year old has only got to go to school 1 day all week because of feaver and couhfing I have so last night around midnight I was sitting on the porch waiting for my husband to get home when one of the girls started crying jumped up to see what was rong boath of my feet were asleep and I fell and springed my ankel and tore ligaments in the top of my foot. So I have spent the day in the er with boath girls and me luckly boath girls just have a common cold my ankle is not broken but I can not handle all the extra stress one week out from this appontment . Thir dad has no clue the deppresion I have been going trough just to get to this appontment I think he should have someclue looking that we have been married for scince march of 98 my best friend says some men don't notice untill you tell them to thir face but I think he should have noticed something over the past 2 weeks. He has known the cutting started back on 3-4 ocassions over the past 6 months but he lost his best friend in hs over si. So even thougt he was around when the cutting was going on before and even went to alot of therapy with me I think he should understand and notace when things are not so good with out haveing to scream it to him.
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