For tose of you who noticed that i haven't been around, I just wanted to let you know that I am back. I was going to kill myself on 9/28 but my mom came to my house and took me to the ER instead. I spent 2 and a half weeks in the hospital and i am feeling much better now. I am going to be starting DBT again in the next couple of weeks hopefully and i am going to be working with a vocational program to try and find some volunteer or paid work. I feel good. I haven't cut since Oct 3rd. I scratched myself a couplke of times while i was in the hospital so thats why its Oct 3l I have had some urges but nothing i can't handle. I think that time in the hospital is what I needed. It really helped me regain focus and realize what I have to do in orser to get my life back together. ANyway I just wanted to let everyone know that i am back. I want to thank those of you who supported me when I was going through my crisis. Thank you. It was great to know that ppl care, so thanks again.
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