My names Nikki im 17, I've been on daily strength for a while just never joined this group because I didn't really think my cutting was a major problem. I started cutting myself about 2 years ago, I only did it when me and my boyfriend of 4 years would fight and he would tell me I am to selfish and wouldn't try to scar and ruin my body, so I did it. After broke up I didn't really do it. I would cut every once in a while when something really dramatic happened. I didn't cut myself to the point where I was so close to dying but it's a problem. My family knows, only my grandparents really care. My school guidance counselor also knows and tries to help and be there. Recently I'm going through so much and I'm having such high temptations to cut myself again, and even thought of overdosing my self. I've stopped myself, but Im worried one morning or one day something even more major will happen and I'll give in. :[
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