Ok so im a teenage girl and this really hot guy wants me to have sex with him. I really want to but every time i do something like that i always feel horrible and worthless afterward and i end up cutting again. But he doesn't understand that cause I never told him i was a cutter. Its not his business. And i dont know what to do. Im very conflicted about being with him and having fun for the moment or canceling on him and telling him i cant. I know he wont understand if i wont with him and he'll never talk to me again. Im aware that he just wants to use me but when i hate myself so much, its nice to get affection even if its from bad sources. Advice or thoughts?!?!
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...