I had to put my cat down today. PRINCESS was my source for unconditional love, and I've been cryin all day. my sister was with me, even held me for awhile. but nowhere near long enough, tight enough. I WANT to cut. It would feel so good right now. BUT there are a couple dreams it's taken years to get to that would go down the drain if I gave in. My boyfriend and I are talking about marriage, raising foster kids, moving out of CA. So, i can't. instead, Zyprexa here I come.
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