Lately ive been feeling down.. my best friend went to remuda ranch and just got back and i know she still struggles with her ED.. it hurts me to see her down like that i hate that shes going through this.. she literally saved my life one day when i cut too deep.. if it wasnt for her i wouldnt be here and thats why im really thankful for her.. my parents were never happy and they got a divorce after 20 years of marriage.. it was the hardest thing in my life.. this past year was the lowest point of my life.. i did things i never thought i would like cutting.. i havent cut in two months.. but its a struggle everyday.. i sometimes just wanna give up and quit thatll make everything so much easier.. when my mom found out from the school that i self harmed she was so down.. i felt so horrible.. its so hard i dont know what to do anymore. id hangout with friends so i wouldnt think so much about my life and how messed up it was.. i dont talk to my father much since the divorce.. there was a point where we didnt speak for 7 months and i got stood up fathers day and only received a text for my birthday. he drove me to do the things i do and i hate that i let him get the best of me.. its just so hard i dont know what to do to cope anymore.. any advice?
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