We started going out in seventh grade. i remember the way he asked me to be his girlfriend so romantic. but anyway. i had my first slow dance with him at my party, he was my first real boyfriend he was so sweet on me. he would always tell me how pretty i look or that he loved me and i really do think that the guy was in love. Well even though the guy might have been in love and i think i was a little in love my self i could tell that he was way more into me than i was into him. i remember the night when i realized that. it was the night of my 13th birthday party me and him had went in the pool together (not skinny dipping), he let me sit on his lap when we went on the swing, he gave me my first slow dance, he even gave me a peck on the check [on account that i have allergies and i am not aloud to kiss boys on the lips it was a big deal]. Well the party was over and it was time for everybody to go home but right before he left he whispered in my ear make sure you check the neck of your present. my best friend had warned me about a present but i wanst listening. i went in to open my presents and i saved his for last. i opened it up and i saw a really cute stuffed animal. but then i looked on the collar and it was a 14 karat gold bracelet. i felt so bad on his birthday all i got him was a bunch of tacky yankees crap[ which he loved and didn't think was tacky or crap]. well we continued to go out until about 5 months into 8th grade but we started to grow apart and i broke up with him reluctantly. it was hard seeing that i really like him but it was wat i had to do. well a little bit after that i gave him back the bracelet and it was all over. i thought that we could still be friends but he hasn't talked to me since. i really want to be friends! what should i do. i shut everybody out for about 2 months after we broke up, and i still am not completely over it!
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