I just got done cutting myself like a lot but not very deep. Just enough to make the pain go away. Too much drama in my fucking house, I just had to do it! People don't understand all the shit I've been through! A lot! Shit that I wish never happened, but it did. The past is the past and I can't change that, but I can help my future...and in my future I don't want to cut to cope with my problems! I want a nice happy life, but at this rate I'll commit suicide before I'm 14...ugh. Can't deal with this anymore! Someone can you please help. I feel so ashamed but I'm glad I did it. That's wrong to say but it's the truth...do any of you ever feel like this? Hopefully I'm not the only one!
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