i dont get myself at all. i always feel this big empty space in me and feel sad a hell of a lot of the time. i cut myself for so many different reasons, sometimes just because im majorly bored, i go to councelling and take anti depressants but i constantly feel like i shouldn't be bothering people with how i feel when i dont really care much if i feel any better or not. im just a big inconvenience to everyone i talk to, i should have just kept everything bottled up like i used to. why dont i really wanna stop cutting?
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