I have two children, an 18 month old daughter, Alyxia, and a two month old son,Latwan. I am only 15 and am overwhelmed with this responsibility. Both of my children were conceived during rapes, but since I would NEVER have an abortion, I brought them into this world. I feel so alone and don't know what to do. I constantly feel like I should just end it all. But then I think of my children, and feel guilty about wanting to leave them. I just don't know what to do. The urges are getting steadily stronger. I don't think I can hold the urges off for much longer. This is so hard for me. I am afraid that I'm eventually going to go off of the edge and commit suicide. What should I do? There is no one that I can turn to. I'm in this alone. I can't last much longer.
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