Iv recently broke up with my girlfriend of over 3years. It hurt me alot to leave her but i had to do it to keep my sanity, i was self harming nearly everyday, partly due to other things but partly because she cheated on me pretty much every week but still forgave her as i was scared to be alone. She had hurt me to much and no matter how hard i tried i couldnt change the way she was with me so i decided to take the painfull descion of leaving her. I was coping well until today when i found alot of stuff she had left at my flat, clothes, cds etc etc and i just broke down. I feel like iv fallen apart and im trying not to reach for a blade but its hard. Sorry for going on abit just needed to get it all out. Has anyone else been through something similar and know another way out??
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