i havent cut in a long time... havent even wanted to.. but the stress in the past week i guess has gotten me to the point where i feel like i could again. im just exiting what could have turned into a very abusive relationship. and as much of a relief it is, its still hurting me a lot. i have a show for my band this saturday thats been taking forever to get together and im not yet finished or even close. my car died so i cant work because i have no way to get there. a friend of mine passed away. i had to move out from my parents house... i dont want to cry the blues but its just a whole bunch of little things all at once. and i tried to keep my mind off of it and try to talk to and help people in communities that im in on this site but its just not working and i just really need someone to talk to myself. life is so blurry right now and i feel lost.