It's been 15 days since I cut when I was in the hospital for all this stuff. They're healed up and I'm getting used to the scars on my arm. Now what? I know I'll do it again. I don't want to, but right now I'm "safe" with a friend staying with me, but in a week, I'll be friend and family free and all by myself. I can't stop scratching and hair pulling though. Right now, today, I'm ok. And calm. Got stuff on my mind, but it's been a really good day for me. How about everyone else... how long clean, and how are you celebrating your skills, and on the flip side, if you're actively hurting yourself, do you need to talk?
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