It's been 111 days since I've cut on myself! wow, I wish I could say I don't ever want to do it again. But the truth is if I had a razor blade I would cut right now... at least I think I would, sometimes I wish I could other times I know I wouldn't. I don't know. It's so confusing to me. I love it, but I hate it. I have a great therapist and I just started a DBT group I'm on the path to recovery but I still have such strong desires to injure myself! The only reason I don't is because my therapist has told me she would stop seeing me if I cut again and I'm way to connected with her to leave her especially at this point in recovery. any advice?
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