Ever since they changed my medications at the hospital all I feel is depressed. The only way I know to make myself feel anything else is to hurt myself. I've tried cutting and scratching but now I am back to using salt and ice. Leaving it in place long enough causes it to burn through the skin. I don't suggest anyone else doing this. It leaves you in pain long after you want the pain to stop. I don't know but I guess that my two main problems tonight are the depression and the loneliness I am feeling. If anyone actually reads this please send me a message or something. Even a hug will do. I just need to know that someone else is out there.
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