i have a real bad urge to cut tonight i spent the day with a family that just lost some one i did not really know him but at the same time he was like my pop. i was treated like one of them and not like an intruder that i feel in my house. i miss him but at the same i am glad he is gone i need his giudence he helped me stop cutting and i feel a real bad urge tonight to cut i dont want to but the are to strong and after 5 months of not cutting i dont want to go back but i feel i need to prove to myself that i am still alive
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