I have this problem with self-mutilation and this has been going on since I was nine or so... Somewhere around there... and I have been trying my best to cover it up so that I don't have to bother anyone else with it and they all can just leave me alone... You know what I am talking about if you have been through it... Anyways, Last year I had a break down after my sons father left me... I just had a baby... Postpartum Depression and taking Prozac which I found out later may have been a factor as to what it was that I did... One night after work I got really drunk... Smoked a bowl... did some lines... and then thats when I snapped... I took a full bottle of Hydro 7.50's and cut all over my body... I wanted to die... If not from the pills them from my wounds... Well of course I was found and taken to the hospital where I was taken care of... It has been eight months now... and I have been doing a lot better... Still cutting... But not wanting to commit suicide... I just found out that this little girl one of my older friends daughter is now cutting... And has been since she saw me in the hospital... I feel so bad... She is only twelve... I am not the best example on not harming yourself... It makes me want to stop and never do it again... But my force of habit tells me too... I just don't know how to stop it before it get really bad... I don't ever want for anyone to ever have to feel the same way I do... Please help me... How can I fix what I know I have started...!!!
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