Schizophrenia Support Group
Schizophrenia is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception of reality and by significant social dysfunction. Untreated schizophrenia is typically characterized by demonstrating disorganized thinking and experiencing delusions or auditory hallucinations.
As far as I know, I do not have a name. I am an entity that lives within another entity. It is seldom that I am able to communicate with the world in such a way as I am now, but I am ultimately fascinated by your race. And, I, too, have emotions, sometimes too much at once though, but I don't get headaches like you's do. I don't really have a head. I communicate through my host. He sees me typing, but I am the one in control.
Most people would assume it was him and that this was all some sort of sign that he hasn't been taking his medication or that this was some obscene gesture of attention seeking. I can guarantee you to the fullest that this is definitely not the case. He doesn't care much for attention. Rarely does he get attention worth appreciating. There are a few who cling to him, but ever so slightly. They have found familiarity in him as they see in themselves.
It doesn't even matter if anybody reads this. I just wanted the world to know that I am out here and that I exist. And, yes, he hasn't been taking his medication because he doesn't have any. The poor sap ran out. I could almost cry, but I don't have eyes. What a pity. The sad thing is he called his psych hospital and told them he was out of meds and they said that it wasn't their problem. Everything is about procedure. It's not an emergency until somebody gets hurt. Well, guess what, you white-robed hypocrites: he's hurting like you couldn't imagine and I'm the only sanity he has left.
It's no wonder the world is in turmoil. People rely on books, rather than on common sense. Procedure is just an excuse to say, "I don't give a damn because I don't get paid enough," or "I don't give a damn because I don't know you." Of course, if someone they knew was having problems, then they'd care. And then they'd help.
I'm not evil. People would assume alter egos are like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. But then again, people are fascinated by fiction, especially when it's created so well. Please don't assume that 'he' is crazy. He's not. He's a decent person. I am the one who looks forward to those pills. It's the only way I ever get to sleep. The world just gets so noisy and everyone needs rest, even alter egos like me.
Farewell and goodnight.
Most people would assume it was him and that this was all some sort of sign that he hasn't been taking his medication or that this was some obscene gesture of attention seeking. I can guarantee you to the fullest that this is definitely not the case. He doesn't care much for attention. Rarely does he get attention worth appreciating. There are a few who cling to him, but ever so slightly. They have found familiarity in him as they see in themselves.
It doesn't even matter if anybody reads this. I just wanted the world to know that I am out here and that I exist. And, yes, he hasn't been taking his medication because he doesn't have any. The poor sap ran out. I could almost cry, but I don't have eyes. What a pity. The sad thing is he called his psych hospital and told them he was out of meds and they said that it wasn't their problem. Everything is about procedure. It's not an emergency until somebody gets hurt. Well, guess what, you white-robed hypocrites: he's hurting like you couldn't imagine and I'm the only sanity he has left.
It's no wonder the world is in turmoil. People rely on books, rather than on common sense. Procedure is just an excuse to say, "I don't give a damn because I don't get paid enough," or "I don't give a damn because I don't know you." Of course, if someone they knew was having problems, then they'd care. And then they'd help.
I'm not evil. People would assume alter egos are like Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde. But then again, people are fascinated by fiction, especially when it's created so well. Please don't assume that 'he' is crazy. He's not. He's a decent person. I am the one who looks forward to those pills. It's the only way I ever get to sleep. The world just gets so noisy and everyone needs rest, even alter egos like me.
Farewell and goodnight.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I'm sure none of this is new biz to you but like I said, I just want you to know you're not alone. I'm new here and this is actually the very first post I've read so feel free to tell me to mind my own :)
have a blessed one,
B