During my last psychotic episode on the brink of December and January 2013 New Years, I was feeling the entire time extreme pressure on my temples and pain. I went to the emergency room because I was scared with anxiety attacks. I felt like my neighbors were spies it was really bad. Can the mind invent pain, what was this that I was feeling. Do you any of you think its worth it for the future to get a brain scan, MRI or a CatScan. They say schizophrenia is visible in a CatScan. I believe 100 percent sure my condition was aggravated if not caused by drug use. I used to be a heavy marijuana smoker and now I am reading all the horrible things drug dealers put in marijuana such as DMT, PCP, Crack, ECT. I also was a habitual cocaine user for a few months. It's just alarming how for such a short period of time I could have done such damage to my brain.
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