Uhm, Hi, I'm new here since my current support forum is temporarily down (I think) and well, I need people I can talk to, since I can't really talk to anyone about it in my life currently. Anywho, okay, so when I was around 9 I was diagnosed with schizophrenia that turned into a full out hallucination-day where I almost got killed by a car. I thought I was a caterpillar, crawling around in a sunlit garden, and there was a volcano in the distance. Uhm, but after that my symptoms regressed and the doctors were like, okay, you're fine now. But my symptoms have been coming back, with voices, noises, hallucinations, deconnection from reality, and some cognitive and social problems. So I went to my doctor about it. And he said I was fine. That I was hallucinating, and hearing voices, and noises, and having immense night, dream/reality hallucinations because I was "a sensitive person". And he said I was fine. But, I'm not an overly sensitive person, I don't care that much for people, just animals because they don't judge me. I tend to not care at all about people...even smile or laugh at funerals, which gets me yelled at. So, I was wondering. Since I am so very tired and it's only getting worse by the day, that if Schizophrenia can also be considered an "Overactive Imagination" with a "Sensitive Personality". Ugh, I don't know what to think anymore, I'm just so confused. Wulp, thanks for reading, and there'll be more rambling from me to come!
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