Hey. I am also on respirdal. My symptoms do seem to come and go. When they come they are very severe though. And they usually last strong for about a month before going away again. What im talking about are my delusional thoughts.

I too battle with issues of good and evil. I try to be the best person I can be. Then I have these negative thoughts and the voices in my head torture me because of it. I believe in good but sometimes my thoughts and even the voices can be downright evil. I had a brush with death and could of sworn a demon had come to visit me because I had commited suicide. Ever since I feel that satan wants either to corrupt me or kill me. I believe god brought me back for a purpose. I try to with it by trying to believe satan doesn't exist. It works most the time but I usually am in conflict with good and evil.
For me the symptoms do come and go and yes they are positive and negative.
I hate this constnt battle
I pray that you get well
thankyou for sharing, it's good to know other people go through the same thing

i think it depends how your body is affected by the medication. i used to take risperdol and later haladol, and it did not work for me at all. i am now on geodon, and feel this is finally working for me. talk to you doctor and ask him if you should maybe start a different medication.

I wonder about this too with my daughter. She seems to relapse when she on her monthly. I wonder if its the hormones affecting the meds. We have an appoint in a couple weeks and need to ask as well. I wonder if they'll up the dosage during this time or perhaps change meds. Keep us posted on your visit. Good Luck

Yes, I hear positive negative things all the time. It's like someone's picking me up and throwing me down. They can be feelings too.

Thanks for the replies, all. I see my doc tomorrow and I'm going to talk to him about this. Hopefully we can do something about it. I'll keep ya'll posted via my journal if anyone's interested.