Schizophrenia Support Group
Schizophrenia is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception of reality and by significant social dysfunction. Untreated schizophrenia is typically characterized by demonstrating disorganized thinking and experiencing delusions or auditory hallucinations.
Today another day
Hoping it be better
I no there be cuts
But I dont know better
I hide behind my dreaded smile
Saying every think will be fine
But I no in a why it wont be ok
The voices I hea the stuff I see I no they not real
But they are to me
Cos every day they scear me
The cut the demon makes inside me
I dont like cos they t8king other me
And soon not they will end me
The stuff they say I try to block and say no
But some times its yes and thats not good
It going to kill and I no it be me as its made me very ill before
But this has been good cos my friend been there
Helping me every step of the way
But I get theres no more step I must of went wrong some were and court a dead end
Hoping it be better
I no there be cuts
But I dont know better
I hide behind my dreaded smile
Saying every think will be fine
But I no in a why it wont be ok
The voices I hea the stuff I see I no they not real
But they are to me
Cos every day they scear me
The cut the demon makes inside me
I dont like cos they t8king other me
And soon not they will end me
The stuff they say I try to block and say no
But some times its yes and thats not good
It going to kill and I no it be me as its made me very ill before
But this has been good cos my friend been there
Helping me every step of the way
But I get theres no more step I must of went wrong some were and court a dead end
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
Check it out!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rs8F_2-Juiw