im afraid that my ex will talk everything good out of my life again..and left feeling..i dont know hard to explane..i faught hard to raise my kids with my disabilities which were caused by him..and now im afraid to build my life to anything..he took my church before..before that i shut down my daycare because of him..i quite everything because of him..just stoped life darn near it..but now God is show up and showing out and i dont know if i can hold on to what hes doing in my life..i can fight for ir it and run right to it but im scared..but martina mabride's song say do it anyways..so here i go..in fear i go..
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