Schizophrenia Support Group

Schizophrenia is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception of reality and by significant social dysfunction. Untreated schizophrenia is typically characterized by demonstrating disorganized thinking and experiencing delusions or auditory hallucinations.

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need some help

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Hey everybody i know i had this when i was little i remember hearing voices and all kinds of things to where i would have to cover my ears and holler for it to stop or shutup and one time i do remember is when i was about 5 and i was in bed and i started to see these red and blue and purple bugs floating and squrming in the air kinda like how germs look on commercials so i put my head in my pillow which didnt help too much then i saw a line of lillte green men with white backpacks marching around my pillow and yes that is real this is way before i have ever heard of little green men..i was only 5 it scared me so bad i couldnt stop crying and i ran to my grandmothers room anyways it has been gone for a while im 23 now but i am having some other problems now it has ruined my marriage and now its ruining the relatioship im in now i have very irrational thoughts all the time about everything and im always trying to argue even when i really dont want to it makes me crazy ive already had a few panic attacks because of these feelings i dont know what it is i know i got a really bad concusion for like a month the whole time my brain was feelin like it was going to explode and i couldnt talk right and my balance was off big time i never got it treated i dont know i just need some advice
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I constantly have irrational thoughts. My wife would say what's wrong with you how could you think that up and sometimes I could swear I'm right but Im wrong. I get scared that it would scare her away. Sometimes all I can do is stay in the bedroom and sleep for sometimes weeks. My wife has to do all the shopping and caring of me.
I get scared that it will wreck the relationship.
god bless you
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The fighting and stuff could be bipolar. Do you have depression sometimes the hyper activity at other times? Bipolar also has physcosis but only during a depressive/manic state.
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Hey thanks for the replys and to jewel i dont know if i should tell everybody this but what the heck...i do get depressed somedays and sometimes all i can do is cry and i get to feeling thnking so bad of myself to where i dont even want to be here and that might last a day or a week then sometimes im happy and yeah i havent really thought about it but i do get hyper sometimes in a crazy way like i will start cleaning up the house and before i know it ive re arranged the whole house and i talk my husbands ear off and then it goes back to how it was before...hmm..so thats bipolar huh?.....i just need to figure out something im tired of fighting and thinkin crazy my husband will tell me the same thing caregivers wife tells him like where do you come up with this craziness and just laugh and tell me that im insane when i really beleived in what i was sayin....its just real frustrating
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Have you dx'd with anything? Are you seeing a doctor? I'm schizo-affective bipolar type. Different people respond to different treatments, but I'm fairly stable now with meds.
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if it comes a problem with your relationship you might have to get a court order to have get treatment that he needs because he does not relies what's happen when he like this.
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give some thought to what is an errational thought?What makes it errational? Is it by your standers or someone elses.Iknow people with our disorder often have erational thoughts theres no question there.But dont completly doult your own ablity to make descions.(please excuse my poor spelling)May be you need a proffesionals opinion.seek a doctor ,that is is the only way you will know if the problum is inside you or outside you,(meaning other peoples opinions)
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