Hi, I have had a bad week. My fiancee (Randy) has Schizoaffective and he was recently been diagnosed. I am sick of this pain that is inside me that has erupted in a fourty five minutes. I have had enough of this life of mine. Tuesday a driver and me went down to get Randy from the hospital. He was in there for overdosing on some medication. He came to stay with me for two nights. Our worker put the pills in the everyday pill thing for Randy. I forgot to hide the medication! We went to slep and when he woke me up, he told me that he took 15-20 Abilify. I had to call 911 to get the Ambulance and the cops over here to get Randy to the hospital. I was not there with him and that made me feel bad. I feel it was my fault I did not put his meds away. People tell me it is not my fault, it is Randy's fault, but I believe that it is my fault. I am going to have him in my house tomorrow. I am going to have to hide his meds again from him. I am going to have to take care of him as if I am his mom and I can not stand it. He is a kid but in a big boys body. He is only 49 yrs old. Can someone please give me some advice please? I am a mess over this!!
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