I feel like no matter what i do it is wrong or that i should be doing something else. I worry about just about everything and really really worry about what i say and how it might be come across so often i say nothing but feel like i should be saying something. Then when i say something i worry that i said the wrong thing. I worry that i drive people away or that i don't let people in regardless of how much i want to because of fear confusion and head clutter. Does this get easer or go away? Does the fear and head clutter get better with time and meds? Its strange but it is as if i fear myself or my emotions at times also and not sure why or what this is about.
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