ive been diagnosed with major depressive disoder with severe psychotic features also known as pyschotic depression lately these voices have been telling me im worthless and i need to kill myself cause thats what im meant to do and thats the only way they are going to go away they also tell me to cut myself and blood is good. i dont know what to do to deal with this. and its making it really hard to keep going on in my life. i also see things there are these bloody little blue people walking around asking me why they are bloody and this evil doll with black eyes and a bashed in skull follows me around with a knife and the walls bleed it really scares me and i dont know what to do i feel like im going to end up killing myself if i dont learn to deal with this
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