
Schizophrenia Support Group
Schizophrenia is a psychiatric diagnosis that describes a mental disorder characterized by impairments in the perception of reality and by significant social dysfunction. Untreated schizophrenia is typically characterized by demonstrating disorganized thinking and experiencing delusions or auditory hallucinations.

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Oh my God I am absolutly freakin out...
Tonight I have to stay at my moms house because my partners daughter is staying over and we've just moved in and havent got a bed for her yet and i just spoke to my mom and she isn't in tonight and my sister is away which means i will have to stay alone with my dad and i know this time he really is going to kill me and i cant afford to stop in a hotel and i might sleep on the streets because i swear hes going to stangle me in my sleep and im at work and i cant breathe really really panicing so my spelling and grammar is probably awful but i just cant slow down - how could my own mother do this to me? she must know whats happpening and that tonight is the night he finally does it, i expected my mom to come pick me up the other day but it was him driving and i know he wanted to crash the car with me in it but my mom was there but tonight its just us and i know that after wanting to force the life out of me for so long it will be tonight, i keep praying but i see no way out of this my mom thinks im being stupid being crazy but im completley freaking out i cant get a grip what should i do?? please anyone im begging you he wont have mercy tell me what to do...
Tonight I have to stay at my moms house because my partners daughter is staying over and we've just moved in and havent got a bed for her yet and i just spoke to my mom and she isn't in tonight and my sister is away which means i will have to stay alone with my dad and i know this time he really is going to kill me and i cant afford to stop in a hotel and i might sleep on the streets because i swear hes going to stangle me in my sleep and im at work and i cant breathe really really panicing so my spelling and grammar is probably awful but i just cant slow down - how could my own mother do this to me? she must know whats happpening and that tonight is the night he finally does it, i expected my mom to come pick me up the other day but it was him driving and i know he wanted to crash the car with me in it but my mom was there but tonight its just us and i know that after wanting to force the life out of me for so long it will be tonight, i keep praying but i see no way out of this my mom thinks im being stupid being crazy but im completley freaking out i cant get a grip what should i do?? please anyone im begging you he wont have mercy tell me what to do...
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your probably all thinking that my dad sexually/ physically/ mentally abused me. My Dad has never layed a hand on me and I'm so so embaressed.
I can't even tell you why i freaked out so bad yesterday, i've got no reason to be scared of my Dad, yet i've been terrified of him since around the age of 12, thats why my partner/mom doesn't understand - they think im just completley insane... maybe i am... im just so humiliated i made a huge scene at work and everything and i carried on like an idiot: having a panic attack, crying, shaking, generally hysterical.
and now everyone is gonna look and think my daddy hurts me and he has never hurt me, i can't explain why i am so petrified of him...
I have thought my wife and family were trying to kill me and even accused them of being the voices in my head. I totally think my wife is cheating on me because the voices say she is and I accuse her constantly. I even think she is trying to torture me at times.
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