I'm really confused right now because for the past.. while, I've been seeing things, and sometimes hearing things.. I've begun to just ignore it because it just happens so often that I don't even pay attention anymore. I don't hear voices though, so I'm not sure. But I once heard really weird screaming while I was sitting in class, not even like kids-playing kind of screaming, but like torturous screaming, and no one in the class even looked up :S as for seeing things, I'll be, say, walking and see black on the wall that I could swear is a big spider moving, and I'll look and there's nothing.. this happens A LOT. The other day, I took our a DARK bran muffin, and cut it in 5, and was buttering each piece, and each time I touched the knife to the muffin, I'd see little red spots.. but then they'd disapear.. it wasn't the muffin, I can say that 100% sure. It was a hallucenation, just like everything else. I also have had this immense feeling of fear that something bad is going to happen for a very very long time now. I talk to myself 24/7, always have, I think I'm like my best friend...I used to pretend I was someone else and give myself advice too... There's been tons and tons of other things, but these are the most recent and largest things.. Hope someone can help :)
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