I am wondering if I am alone in this or does someone else have the same problems? I can't shop during the day, for fear of people starring at me. I feel like they're all just looking at me. I can't go to the mall because I totally freak out. Too many people and they're all looking at me. I won't come out of my apartment if I don't absolutely have to. I can't make friends because I think they're all out to hurt me in some kind of way, backstab me. My mind says don't let them in. You can't tell anyone what really goes through your mind. It's even hard for me to get out of my car when I go places, especially places where I have to get out in front of alot of people. I just freeze and panic. Am I alone in the way I feel?
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