I am yet again returning to the hospital this evening after three years. Partly it's to get me stabilized on my meds, because my most recent doctor drastically changed my meds so incredibly often this semester. I really don't think that this has helped me in any way. Also, I have unfortunately relapsed in my ED, which sucks, because that takes a lot of work to get better. Of course, all mental illnesses do, but right now it seems that this is going to be the hardest to address. Fortunately I've been to this hospital before and I actually really like it! Of course, there are some useless staff that are either burnt out or haven't been in this unit before and don't know what to do or how to treat us. I want to tell them to treat us the way that they would like to be treated! The Golden Rule can be very hard to follow sometimes. Another fortunately is that my schizoid symptoms haven't been too bad lately. Of course, this could change as I will have a lot of stressful moments soon, but I hope not! Hopefully, I will be in the intensive outpatient program, but I won't know for sure until I meet with the doctor there this evening. *Keep your fingers crossed and send me plenty of good thoughts!* If you want more information, I wrote a lot in my journal about what is happening.