After fighting terrible allergies, for 4 weeks, that turned to pneumonia, I'm finally getting back on my feet. I however found out that my oldest daughter - who I thought was a main support- hasn't come to see me because she says she's uncomfortable because I'm always ill. She says I've given up on life and RA is an excuse. I can't figure her out. I have had to make some major changes in my life but I haven't given up. Now that I have my braces and the mtx is working, I'm doing more than I have in the last year and 1/2. My husband and I go on day trips, take our grandchildren to the amusement park and we are leaving on vacation in a week. I cried for 3 days after I recieved her letter explaining her problem with me. Now I hurt like hell and and feel like all my hard work went down the drain. I know it's from the stress but I just needed to vent to others who understand.
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