OK they moved my surgery up to Friday. Its just laproscopic, but I am scared. I fear the unknown. There is a chance they get in there and come back to tell me that I cant have kids and that would truly crush me. It would crush us....But that is not the only fear. As you guys know, we have issues that are not going to be fixed....I fear that they get in there and tell me that it is just more pain that I will have to live with. See, I was told that I have endometriosis. No big deal right? It is when I cant even ride my horse due to the pain....Anyhow, i need comfort and you guys are soooo good at that!
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