hi all i found out the other day that my friend, godmother to my children had past. we had been friends for 22yrs and no one called me. i called her house to check on her cause shes been battling all kinds of stuff sarcadois, lympedema car accident just all kinds of stuff. so when i called an ask for her her step sister told me she was dead and she been dead over a month. i had so many emotions that i didnt no what to do with myself. i went to go visit the father and pay my respect and find out exactley what happen and found out her friend that grew up with her two doors down had just called to see how she was doing and was told the same thing. the person in charge of calling everyone lived right across the street which was her cousin i was going to go over there but i was already upset and i knew i would have started acting a fool cussing and i new she would have lyed to me anyway. my kids were hurt expecially my oldest. she was in the delivery room when i had her and there for the birth of my other two cause they were c-section. the stress of all of this and with it being cold, my body hurts so bad. i need to say goodbye to her and i dont no how ive never been through this except for my grandparents but i was young not as an aldult. i feel like im suppose to do something i just dont know what. any suggestions im open. im tired,tearful and trying to be strong when me an my kids reminese. i hate to ask for help but somthing like this i dont no what else to do. thank you for listening.
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