I am 40 y/o and diagnosed with RA 15 months ago I am currently on MTX and trying to get the nerve up to start Remicade I am petrified because of the side effects and they say ( in rare cases death) thats enough to keep me away. I haven't been feeling well lately and I am getting really depressed. This board has really helped me as I have been reading every day. I feel like no one cares or understands what I am going through and I am not trying to have pity on myself but I am tired of taking care of everyone. I think I need a vacation. Is this normal for me to feel this way
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