I really love the book. I've looked over it, and it has topics that books I have read in the past would have never had. It seems to have everything that anyone who has ever been raped can relate to. I do wonder where to begin however. When I start to read the book I start to feel overwhelmed with the topic itself or just overwhelmed in general. Does anyone else feel this way? I'm trying to go this route alone right now, without therapy. It just seems anytime that I start to read a section of the book, I can't finish it. Is this just over my head right now? I'm thinking maybe I should just wait to start reading it. But when? Maybe this is normal, but I feel very depressed when I start to read the book, like I am taking 5 steps backwards. I've started to abuse alcohol again, which I haven't done in over a year and a half. I thought that I was progressing, but I am begining to second guess that. Any suggestions?
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