I go to a support group on Thursday for children that were sexually abused (incest) and they were talking about how it is not a child's fault for the abuse at all cause a child can not know how to fight and so on. What if your abuse continued into your adulthood is it my fault as I was not in a child like mind anymore? This is really bothering me right now. I blame myself for this because I attract people to me like that due to my self esteem being so low and I am trying to get stronger because I cannot take anymore abuse I just want it all to stop. I will hopefully be going to therapy again soon as I cannot do this alone anymore this battle is becoming to much for me. I just want to heal and I know this will be for the rest of my life but I want to be able to cope better than I already am.
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