Think I have scared of the best thing to happen to me......I had to tell him my feelings last night or they were gonna drive me crazy....Have cried for the last two days because I know it will push him farther away........ Was doing really good with controling my feelings was all ready to walk away from him Monday night and never look back.......Somehow he managed to demolish the wall I thought I had built up around my heart.......So now he holds my heart in his hands and just dosen't realize it......Till I told his voicemail how I felt.........Did text him asking him to just tell me there is no chance for me so I can make my heart believe.......He is so difficult to figure out......Think he only wants friendship so that is all I try and offer then he wants to start kissing and hugging on me well my heart cant take that anymore........Any Advice is greatly appreciated.......Love and Hugs....Shelba
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