Rebuilding Marriage After Infidelity Community Group
A community for those who have been through the heartbreak of infidelity and decided to stay with their partner and try to re-build the relationship.
Oh, what I wouldn't give to have selective amnesia for just one day. I would pay all the money in the world to just not feel like I do for one day.
I wish I could wake up one morning and everything still be here...my family, friends, house. My H would be there too. But, it would be like meeting him for the first time. Just to be able to fully enjoy his affection and love for me without having to think about the reason for his change. He's just my H who treats me like a queen because he wants to, not because he had an affair to realize just how much he loves me and how close he came to losing me.
For just one day, being my old self again. Being confident, feeling sexy, being energetic, think only about the kids, what is on TV, wonder what my friends are up too, go out for a walk or the store, make supper, go to bed...and not have to feel like my world has come crashing in on me.
Just for ONE day..........
I wish I could wake up one morning and everything still be here...my family, friends, house. My H would be there too. But, it would be like meeting him for the first time. Just to be able to fully enjoy his affection and love for me without having to think about the reason for his change. He's just my H who treats me like a queen because he wants to, not because he had an affair to realize just how much he loves me and how close he came to losing me.
For just one day, being my old self again. Being confident, feeling sexy, being energetic, think only about the kids, what is on TV, wonder what my friends are up too, go out for a walk or the store, make supper, go to bed...and not have to feel like my world has come crashing in on me.
Just for ONE day..........
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A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
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Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...
How funny you would say that.
It feels now like fter someone has died and you just can't ever go back to what you what before -- your life has changed forever.
JUST ONE DAY!!!!!!!
Maybe I should take up drinking...?
;o)
FOR ONE DAY!!!!!!!