Last night I felt like giveing up, I feel so alone and like he just doesnt get it. Like he doesnt see things from my eyes or puts himself in my shoes. We were going to start the love dare last night but put it off til today. I hope this works cause I dont know what to do anymore, I dont think I can last much longer at this point. He just keeps saying that hes not giving up he loves me but GOD I just feel like Im going to break, I just want to scream at the top of my lungs. The problem is that I am a DOer I dont like to sit around and wait til things get better, I need action, I tell my husband all the time actions speak louder than words and right now I'm putting all the action in and hes going a long with the flow. He says he just wants to do anything I say to make things better, but what I want is help, feedback, input and what can help but he just doesnt know what to do. ANd I am getting to the point when I dont know what to do either.
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